Journal for my future husband

I was inspired to write a journal to my future husband starting yesterday. It sounded so fun. Actually, it is still fun. Whoever he is out there, I feel that we are already connected by God. Aunty Elaine has advised me to list out the requirements that I need/want in my future husband and after so long, I finally listed them down. I have 14 altogether and will not post on this blog :P
            Then, I got this incredible idea to write a journal to my future husband. It's so hard to call him. I'm have no clue at all whether is he in my life right now or maybe I'll meet in later on in life. Life is very unpredictable. God is giving me suspense now as I wait who is the one that he planned for me. To all you girls out there, list the requirements that you want/need in your future husband. Pray about it. Or maybe, you can start your very own journal for your future husband. 
            For me, that journal that I will compile as I grow and then meet him, will be the most precious wedding gift anyone could ever give to her spouse and vice versa. I wonder whether my future husband is also writing a journal to me at the same time... It would be very nice and amazing if he also does that. Goodness, life seems so exciting now. LOL!! 
           As for now, 145 days till SPM. I gotta focus on this first at the same time trust God that He is preparing my future husband for me. I look forward to that day we meet, my future husband. 

Youth Sunday

Totally a blast!! 
All glory to God. However, we did make a huge mistake regarding the attendance of the people. Why aren't the ushers doing their job properly?? I asked them to count! Count properly! Nevermind. We shall not do that again. Took the ushers so lightly. *sigh... Shouldn't have. Anyway... everything went well. I'm quite happy with what we achieved today. Hopefully through today, some will change and be more responsible in the days to come. Jesus, I surrender all!! 

No more cold treatment!!

Stop treating me so coldly! It's not my fault that I'm good at English. Why? Are you jealous whenever Pn. Mazlina calls out my name because I scored full marks? Who asked you not to score full marks. Do you want me to get a  B? Will you be satisfied then? I'm just doing my best. Not my fault when I become the teacher's pet. I didn't ask for it. Stop being so prejudice every time English comes. Just read more! Write more! Talk more proper English. Ish!! 

Dreadful 1st Day in School !

If you were to ask me: "How was your first day in school?"

I would answer: "Dreadful. A total waste of time!" 

And I'm sure you would ask in surprise: "Why?" 

I would reply groggily: " Because we spent the whole school session in the school hall listening to a terrible Modern Maths Malay teacher teaching us everything in BM! Even the paper sheets she prepared were in BM! When she teaches, the sometimes doesn't know that proper term in English. Oh yeah... she used to mark Maths SPM papers in 2004-2006. But those years, the subject was still taught in BM! C'mon. We Science students were placed right at the back of the hall. Most of us can't see a thing on the white board and even our Malay friends can shout, GUNA INGGERIS. TAK FAHAM LA!! Yeap... our beloved Ketua Pengawas swore not to come for this whole week if we are being treated like that." However the school already warned us that if we are absent for no reason for 3 days straight, Surat Amaran pertama wil be issued out. 
         Yes, most of us did our own work or stared off into space in our own world. How could our school invite such a teacher to teach? 5 classes were joined together from 5 SN 1 - 5 Tassawur. Those very privileged people are the ones who were placed at the front. They will suffer when they sit for SPM because whatever they learned are in BM while En. Muzikir who also teaches them, teaches in English. If they are going to ask for a feedback, I'm very very very 100% sure that the 2 Science classes will give BAD ones. Especially about the language used to teach. Argh!!  

School... ARGH!!

Wow... holidays are over. NNNOOOOO!!!

Why does it go by so fast?! WHY?! 
Dreading the day I'll get my Physics paper. I hope I pass. That's the only paper I totally screwed up. And holidays were so packed, I didn't have the time to finish all my homework let alone to study. 
       Well, planned a pretty tight schedule with mum and hopefully, with determination, I'll be able to follow it strictly. Lord, help me! I'm a student first, before a president. I gotta do what I gotta do first. Earn a scholarship. For both my parents' sake. And to prove to my dad that God is sovereign and He does provide all our needs. 

Family Camp

What a totally awesome feeling and experience!! 

 forming of rain clouds on the way to Genting

ride to Genting in Uncle Johnny's car

We went for 'Excursion' first to Strawberry Park. We went there as a group and parked the cars in a carpark nearby. So Uncle Johnny parked beside a real FERRARI.

 Heng Wei as a model, posing beside the Ferrari. 

In the Strawberry Park...

 
look at the size of that hibiscus! It's almost as big as my hand!

Back at the apartment...

 the view of a valley from our room

We had fellowship night and this is a presentation by the kids

After every night's session, we youths will hang out and play truth and dare. It was seriously fun and funny. Amazingly I could wake up the next morning without feeling tired.

Charmaine was dared to kiss Ern Yi's hair. LOL! 

The last morning there, Tevin went upfront for the first time in his life to give a testimony. 

HAHA!!! Pastor was just standing beside him. 

It's good. 

     Besides just having fun out there, I also learned a lot from Pastor Daniel's sessions. It has really opened my eyes to how I should live my life as a Christian. I've really grown and matured more in my walk with God. That was the most significant thing I experienced there. I never thought church camp would be so fun. Thank God for that person who sponsored us there and for Uncle Johnny who offered us the ride there. I will never forget this experience. 

Peace...

Justin Bieber

            I've been on youtube so many times and I've checked Justin Bieber out.

               And the comments... people are just seriously jealous of him because Usher and Justin Timberlake were fighting over for who will sign him a record contract. Seriosuly... My mum said his voice isn't broken yet that's why he sounds like a girl now. Honestly, if I didn't know his name, I did assume that it was a girl singer. And that was why I was weirded out with the lyrics. LOL! Anyways... I like 2 of his songs and MV. I like it not because of the dude but the rhythm and music. It's just so catchy.