I ponteng school today. Coughing... Runny nose... major HEADACHE!! It's impossible to concentrate in school. And Allysha's visiting us in school today and I'm didn't go. I already prepared her. haha... she's not as convincing as she used to. My health is more important. I need to rest as much as I can.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Being Sick
Being sick is the last thing on earth I want now. It's the worst feeling of all! I'm blurrier than my friend Cally (who is usually blur to jokes) when I am sick. I felt completely useless when I am sick. Even yesterday, during Youth meeting; I was a serious blur case. Didn't like the feeling at all. I'm trying to recollect my bearings and sort out my life.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
SPM pressure, tension and many more...
I know this is normal for every single SPM candidate, but I'm special ok?
I am built in with a nature to relax. I try my best to study everyday unlike other people who only studies a week before exams. Well, actually, I was like them. But after my mid-term exam this year, I did TRY my best to study everyday. And I did manage to study everyday. And just because I didn't study for today and watched Smallville on my laptop during my free time in the afternoons this whole week; she's now at this moment, scolding and nagging me like as if I've committed such a huge sin. Each time I touch my laptop, she'll on her nag switch automatically. It's like a sensor. I know she wants the best for me. But, she is spreading to everyone who is above me like the counselors about how I'm not studying. Hello... pressure much? And when I complained about pressure, she answered: "It's not that I give you pressure, you asked for it."
Wow... very comforting. Teachers in school are giving pressure especially when they target you into the top 30 who are expected to score straight A's. All the pentadbir(s) in my school are eying on me and my friends. Especially the PK Akademik. Teachers, mum, people who mum told them bout me. I'm like trying my best to study. You see, I'm even banned from watching TV! I obeyed that rule didn't I? If you know me through and through, I used to say I can't survive without TV. And she looked past that. Argh! I just don't know what to do now. If I don't achieve what people expect me to achieve, straight A's; then am I a failure? *sigh...
I am built in with a nature to relax. I try my best to study everyday unlike other people who only studies a week before exams. Well, actually, I was like them. But after my mid-term exam this year, I did TRY my best to study everyday. And I did manage to study everyday. And just because I didn't study for today and watched Smallville on my laptop during my free time in the afternoons this whole week; she's now at this moment, scolding and nagging me like as if I've committed such a huge sin. Each time I touch my laptop, she'll on her nag switch automatically. It's like a sensor. I know she wants the best for me. But, she is spreading to everyone who is above me like the counselors about how I'm not studying. Hello... pressure much? And when I complained about pressure, she answered: "It's not that I give you pressure, you asked for it."
Wow... very comforting. Teachers in school are giving pressure especially when they target you into the top 30 who are expected to score straight A's. All the pentadbir(s) in my school are eying on me and my friends. Especially the PK Akademik. Teachers, mum, people who mum told them bout me. I'm like trying my best to study. You see, I'm even banned from watching TV! I obeyed that rule didn't I? If you know me through and through, I used to say I can't survive without TV. And she looked past that. Argh! I just don't know what to do now. If I don't achieve what people expect me to achieve, straight A's; then am I a failure? *sigh...
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