- What is your ambition?
My ambition is to be a doctor.
- What do you want to become when you grow up?
A doctor!
- What are you planning to study after SPM?
I'm planning to study medicine.
I'm not so sure anymore ... *sigh. SPM is just 1 and 1/2 months more to go. I'm generally 50% prepared. I can confidently declare that 5 A's are already in my hand. But the other 6 ...
Biology is not a problem; but my Chemistry is! Add Maths is a whole lot another matter and my Physics is up and down. My Bible Knowledge, I'll only know when Aunty Jane gives us our so called "trials". Today (Sunday, 3.10.2010) when Pastor Ashok prayed for Christian teachers in the country, I could imagine myself as a teacher. A really strict and dedicated one. It's really not a bad occupation at all. I can reach out to students and their parents as well as encourage Christian students if I ever get posted to a school which has a Christian Fellowship Club.
Therefore, I have concluded what I am willing to become in the future. To become a doctor takes a lot of hard work and so far I have to admit that I used to be a heavy lazy bone. With that previous attitude, it would take a miracle showered with God's over abundance of grace and mercy for me to graduate medical school. If I become a doctor, it is a noble job and people respect you for that. But when you do a mistake it's like life or death... scary.
Alright, so here's the list:
- Doctor [ Paediatrician ]
- Teacher [ Science field & English ]
Yeah... If I don't see a path that leads me to the medical field, I will settle on the second choice. But why do I feel anxiety and a hint of fear when I list that down ? This is so not good... I really hope that it's my hormones that drove me to this current state of emo-ness. I shouldn't have eaten KFC for lunch.
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